I strive to achieve this balance in my life, particularly to spend quality time with friends and loved ones, but my life is inundated with responsibility.
With so much time spent driving in addition to an intense school and workload, I barely find time even for self-care, let alone relationships.
I tell myself it’ll be worth it in the end. I don’t know if it will. I don’t know what I’ll do if I don’t get into a good PhD program, besides cry. There’s so much heart being poured into this process. There’s so much hope and sacrifice. There’s so much struggle.
Nothing is being handed to me. I’m proud of that, but the pressure feels extreme. I just pray for a worthy outcome.